what do you think?

Assalamualaikum people! im soooo sorry haven't post anything. i've been terribly busy since SPM started. but actually its not tht busy laa. just i dont have enough ideas to wrote here. well, here i am.. there are tons of matters i wanna tell ya here! but i dont know how to start :(

okay first, my 'big papers' were terribly hard i tell ya! but no worries, i still answered all those questions. i felt horrible and worst! i've been extremely worked hard for those papers but still, they were tough task for me. but Alhamdulilah, syukran, i could answer all of them.

Bahasa Melayu was quite easy actually. but it was just me who kept it difficult. English was simple. you know what i mean. haha, cincai cincai sudahlah. Maths!!! arrgghhhh! dont ask me!!!! seriously. please dont ask bout that thing! History paper, ohh God. those questions were soo tricky ever. but thank you Allah, i could simply done it all :) huhhh quite relieve i think..

but that doesnt mean i can rest throughout these days, hahaha. i still have 3 papers to be settle down. this Weds, i've to complete my Science paper. ya Allah, please, i dont really like Science but please be real potty to me :( im just begging with all my heart though! and next week, Monday, 26th November, Perdagangan papers. Insya Allah, i could simply turn it all easier, insya Allah. hehehe.. and then, LAST PAPER ON 29TH NOVEMBER!!! YA ALLAH I JUST CANT BELIEVE THISSSS! on 29th November, i hve Pendidikan Seni 2. which i just have to show my drawing and colouring talent only laa. Haha no worries!! break a leg lynn!

so yeah, thats all. i've nothing to say more.. i just, i mean, i feel really new. i mean, this is me. this is really me. i release someone who once i loved truly much. i cant believe what he done. haha whatever. i dont even wanna know bout him, AND I DONT EVER WANNA TALK ABOUT HIM! I AM FREE you know that? yes, i still hurt, but no, I AM OVER IT. im over his lies and everything. i just need to throw all his things that could recalled those worst memories..

Alhamdulilah ya Allah, You gave me light, You gave me strength to stand up higher than everyone and go on with my life.. alhamdulilah ya Allah.. alhamdulilah. i dont know what to say, and how to thank you, ya Allah. i just hope one day, there'll be one guy, stand infront of me, and said, "Allah has sent me to you. Please be my wife. Please bring me to your family's home. I wanna see your dad and your mom, ask for their permission, marrying you. Please?"

YA ALLAH, i meant it. Aminnn..


haha enough day dreaming! spm tak habis lagi laa lynn teruk betul kau ni. go knock your head into the toilet bowl laaaa haiyoo.

thats all for now, thanks for wasting those precious minutes for mine. love you and Allah will always bless you, inshaa Allah..

Ya Allah, thank you for giving me these adorable people when i though the universe waiting for me to fall and break myself..

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
Lynn. Xx