NO MORE

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.
Its been a while i didnt post any kinda entry. Ive been busy lately, but i think im not that very busy. Its just, i just logged in my Facebook & Twitter but felt no sense to post any entry in this blog. Now i need to post something, before i focus entirely on my examination next week..


So, u saw the title right? NO MORE means "Takkan Ada Lagi".
Wht i supposed to mean here is, im not going to play around with any dealings anymore.. I utterly feel wht i say is True, and ive been thought bout it actually. All this time, i really think that i was easily take for granted all things around me. And i know i should change. Thats what i do know..

At the beginning, i changed because of the insistence of my life. Ive SPM to be settled, so i need to changed. Thats what i thought.. But day by day, weeks after weeks, i began to realize that my heart is turn around to change with sincerity, without any compulsion of self and others.. I began to realize how i have to changed for the sake of ALLAH SWT, not because I HAD TO.

I know I was wrong..


At first, i think wearing hijab is enough to be called "Tutup Aurat". But yeah, i was wrong again! Tutup Aurat means you need to cover all your entire body, except your face and palm. Tight pants and shirts are also very strictly prohibited. Allah never asks us just to wearing "tudung" only, but He command us to cover our body from exposure to Ajnabis..

One more thing, i try to talk less. I try to be as patient as i can.. Im trying to lose my anger gradually. If ever i want to say/do something, i would think first. Think bout it as many times as i can, so i wouldnt lose my dignity. Everytime ive to talk, i tried my best to stop myself from talking harsh words.. Patient is half of Iman.


Now, im hoping that everything is going to be just fine. Im doing a change for myself and i expect strength from Allah Swt..
Its not easy to change, and supportive people should always around me. Its not that convenient. You should hve that mental strength to go on and confidence.. Leave everything to Allah, HE knows whats best for you and HE always knows how to solve your every problems. Just be strong and convince yourself that you do this for the sake of Allah Swt.


I think thats all for today :') Thanking you so much for reading, and i forgot to say "Assalamualaikum" to all my new followers. Thanks for reading those boring posts of mine. I'll follow ur blog back right when im out of busy matters..

Till then, wassalam.