Assalamualaikum warahmatullah :)

friends, and always will be..

Today is 12th August 2012, Sunday, 1:31pm.
It means it's 23rd of Ramadhan, and one more week to EID FITRI!!! I just cant believe it how time is ticking like a lightning! Well, i've to note myself that i can't Hari Raya sangat seems it's going to be a tough Raya this year, bcz trial Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia is just around the corner too.. Ya Rabb, im not ready for this. Seriously..


First, i can't study. And i dont know why. Too many matter i guess. Too many problems worsen my situation now. I know im making excuses now, but i am so tired. I am weak. But i know i can do this, i can do that, everything! But im just... tired. I realize that i've to change now. But im such a dangler, laziness growing in me. I dont want to study. I dont know why..



Second, i worry too much about things that NOT even important! I spent much time with things that DON'T even get me any benefit. Im a slouch.


Yesterday, i texted one of my bestfriend. She said she cant study too. She has too many matter to worry about and now she behaves like me. She realized that this exam is such a very important task for our brightest future. But yeah, she cant do anything for now.. I dont know where can i get any motivation, any advices, counsel. Cause being like this is a very harmful. This is a harmful manner. I need to change. There's just 2 more weeks to go, and im still here, with such a cold gesture.. trying to let go all of un-important things and settle down my difficult and necessary matter.


// Mom, i am sorry if you read this. I will change, i promise.




Ramadhan is leaving slowly..
LYNN.