Wait. what? Sunday already?! Goshh! Esok sekolah! Noooooooooo...!!!
LOL i just hate Sunday like i hate Monday. Yes, both of them are UN-ACCEPTABLE days ever! But Alhamdulilah.. im still breathing today. I've done my sahur, my subuh prayer. Syukur alhamdulilah ALLAH TAALA masih beri nyawa dan roh lagi harini untuk aku teruskan kehidupan, dapat limpahan rahmatNya, rezekiNya, barakahNya.. Alhamdulilah ya Allah..
Okay. Today, 7:46am, Sunday, 22th July 2012, 2nd of Ramadhan, i wanna share little things about LIFE. What my opinion bout life, and everything i used to know and what i've learned..
In life, we usually hard to get what we want. Because Allah give us ups-downs to achieve things that we want. Allah give us challenges, problems, propositions and all matters that we need to be patient to confront it. Allah never done anything to make us weak, to make us feel like life is full of shit (sort of). No! If you ever think this is yes, YOU ARE JUST WRONG! Absolutely wrong dude. Seriously.
Allah give us challenges because He knows whats best for us. Through ups and downs, we know how to be strong didnt we? Through problems over problems, we know how to be patient and usaha usaha usaha then tawakal right? Through matters over matters we know how to get something that we really want dont we? Sebenarnya ALLAH SWT sangat sangat sayangkan hamba-hambaNya. Dalam al-Quran pun dah sebut, ALLAH SWT MAHA PENYAYANG MAHA MENGASIHANI. Which means "Bismillahirahmanirrahim"... Allah masih beri kehidupan untuk kita. Setiap hari kita buat dosa, kita buat macam macam yang Allah tak suka dlm sedar/bawah sedar kita. Tapi? Sampai hari ni, Allah masih lagi bagi kita nyawa bagi kita roh untuk kita cari dimana silap kita. Untuk kita mohon keampunan dari Dia. Untuk kita kejar pintu taubatNya yang masih lagi terbuka.. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pemurah. Seriously, did we ever think bout it? No. We are too busy mending the world.
Life teach us how to be strong, how to be patient w/everything.
But without Allah, can you confront your life? alone?
Actually, i post this entry just because my friend is in sadness. Everyday she attend to school w/fake smiles, fake laughs, fake everything. She's one of my most beautiful girls. She's prettier when she smiles, she looks bright when she's happy. But know, she's not happy. Tiap hari, i gave her tons of advice. Advice over advice. Motivations, jokes just to bring 'her' back. But yeah, i saw she laughed, smiled, gags. Fake. All fake. Seriously she done that just to let me know that she's okay, absolutely OK.
But i already knew, she is not.
# Aku tahu kau tengah susah. Tak apa, aku ada untuk kau selalu. Kitorang semua ada untuk kau. Percaya cakap aku, Allah bagi kita dugaan untuk kita baiki diri kita. Maybe dugaan dugaan tu semua untuk mengingatkan kita dngan semua dosa silam kita. Ingatlah, Allah swt TAKKAN bagi kita cubaan yang melebihi batas kesabaran kita. Dia Maha Mengasihani. Tiada lagi yang maha menyayangi selain Dia. Tolonglah, aku nak kau jadi macam dulu. Aku taknak kau 'reka' senyuman kau, ketawa kau, diri kau sebab kitorang yang nak. No! Kitorang taknak kau yang nie. Tolonglah, bangun semula. Kuatkan semangat. Pedulikan mereka mereka yang jatuhkan kau. Maki hamun mereka takkan jejaskan kehidupan kau sebenarnya. Memang manusia takkan berhenti bercakap, memang manusia takkan pernah stop menghakimi orang lain. TAPI, asal kita tahu siapa diri kita yg sebenar dah cukup. Kita tahu kita baik, kita tak bunuh orang. Kita tak aniaya orang. Kita tak dengki orang lain. Kita buat hal sendiri, kita sama sama kawan and tak kacau orang lain pun. Please, i need you to be stronger than this! Aku and semua kawan kawan kita ada untuk kau! Bila orang lain tolak kau, kitorang akan tolong kau bangun balik. Please believe in us. Believe in friendship we build. Kuatkan semangat, kawan. Banyakkan berdoa, ingat Allah swt. Mohon kekuatan dariNya. Insyaallah, kau akan jadi mcm dulu and NO ONE will ever brings you down! NO ONE!!!
Forever Allah,
Forever Friendship,
Forever me,
Lynn Xx
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